You need to know something...

On Saturday March 28th 2010, after work, I went to one of Ben's gaming parties. I was quite reluctant to go because there was speculation that Holly would be there. I was already in a shitty mood and didn't need to deal with any other bullshit. Luckily when we (Steve, Kiwi, Andrew, and myself)showed up, there was no Holly to be found. Although this was good, I still didn't want to be there because it was a Saturday night at Ben's house; SNORE. About a half hour into the night I got a call; it was me mum. Apparently some shit happened with Phil and he was acting out. During my conversation, I noticed a car coming up the street with the music blaring. I put two and two together in a split second and just knew it was what I feared; Holly. I quickly jumped Ben's porch and made my way to the back where I finished my conversation. After I was done on the phone I fought with myself, wondering if it was worth it to go back in. I regrettably did. It was harder than I could have imagined. Seeing her broke something in me. Fast-forward a bit, I was in the kitchen where I was talking to Coop. I remember I couldn't control these muscular spasms I was having throughout my face. I remember this feeling like I was on fire on the right side of my face. All Coop could tell me to do is calm down. But that was the truly frightening thing; I couldn't. The last sensation I felt was this metal-ish taste in my mouth, kind of like blood, but not quite.