Time will make you realize

Howdy folks!It's been what, a week and a half since I've last wrote? Miss me such? I bet not, but I wager so. What's happened in the past week plus? Oh! I carved my pumpkin; it's not the pumpkin I wanted but I worked with what was generously given to me.
I'll just show you guys what I've been up to with the pumpkin as well as a few of my other Halloween projects around the house.












It's not much but It's been keeping my boredom at bay. In other news, my dad has finally come down. With my sister and her baby mind you. Yup, the whole family (that's located in the continental U.S.) is back together. I need to get the hell out of here. Needless to say my dad is the same overgrown child he has always been, yet he seems worse. I don't get this because he was the one who wanted to live here. This is supposedly his dream come true; so why is he still acting like a fuckhead? Although I don't have a definite conclusion, I do believe that his behavior is steaming from his loss of control of my mother. Since coming out here my mom; normally a social recluse, has been invited to parties (and actually accepting the invitation) and has been greeted warmly by her co-workers. This coupled with the two months apart from my dad has made her a little more self reliant, and quite a bit more courageous. Because of this new found courage, my mom has been drilling the fuck out of my dad about getting a job. Normally she'd give up and end up pulling some more OT at work however, she can't do that down here so she's growing a backbone and tearing my dad a new one.

Break Time!



The more you know, the less likely you'll become one of the living dead.



This is just beautiful.

Resume Session

In other news, I've been chatting with Karleisa a whole lot more lately. It seems that something went down with Coop and he's become depressed again. A couple of days ago,Coop left me a message saying that he was going to kill himself, unfortunately I was asleep. I called him four different times before he called me back at 10:30ish to tell me he was still alive. Luckily Jao talked him out of it the night before. After all that jazz things seemed to simmer down. I talked to Karleisa yesterday and found out that Chris and Coop were going over to Holly's. I wanted to call Coop but I didn't know when he returned from her house so I waited to call him lest I here Holly's voice in the back round and my blood boils again. Hopefully all is well and I can talk to him unhindered tonight.
Oh the things I do for my friends.

Almost to the point of Nilism

So it has come to be, that I have run out of options. I am officially bored out of my ass. I no longer want to play video games, read for recreational purposes, or do anything leisurely that involves just me anymore. I really would love to have a job right now but I haven't gotten a bite yet, but I'll keep trying, I'm not doing this jobless bullshit again. On another note, I notice no one is really coming to blogger. It seems everyone is is content with using Facebook and nothing else. That's only mildly irritating seeing as I'm doing this mainly to give myself something to do. I guess the other reason is having a way to preserve my memories of North Carolina. It would be nice to get some traffic in though, something to give me a little more drive behind what I'm doing here. At the very least it'll quench my thirst for spontaneity; of sorts. I'll continue this later, Metalocalypse is coming on.

Break time!

Look who it is folks, our friend in Penn!
IM A BANANA - mcdonalds drive thru



More Halloween goodness


Ok folks, I'm back, 4 hours later.

All I have to say is wow! I wasn't expecting what happened tonight and I must say it couldn't have come at a better time. First off I talked to "Bob T" and Renata on Facebook which was nice. I really needed some peeps to shoot the shit with. It was also pretty cool to find that Halloween is more that just my favorite holiday. Second off; guess who called me tonight? Can't? Don't blame you in the least bit. It was Erich. The thing about it was I was thinking about calling him today but I didn't know his schedule so I decided against it. Weird huh? Then like 5 minutes after Erich called me, Coop calls. So I go from dying for a conversation to having two at the same time. Unfortunately, when I switched over to talking to Coop Erich's phone lost the signal so he called me back to tell me to give him a call when I'm done talking to Coop. At the same time as Erich's telling me this I have Coop on hold for like 30 seconds then he hangs up. I tried calling him back a couple of times but he didn't pick up the phone; oh well. So naturally I called Erich back and we talked for about 2 1/2 to 3 hours. It seems that Erich is no longer the boy we once knew. I for one like the Erich that had been created over the past 7 months. I won't go into detail because I think if you cared enough (those who know Erich) you would ask him yourself, Or ask me over the phone. I don't know what kind of luck I just had tonight but I hope I can get luck like this every month or so, so I can keep my fucking wits about me; and with these final words I bit you good people and rested night and a productive morning.

Half way to Oblivion

104 months ago is when I first met Andrew, thus the group of friends I have now. I first realized this when I noted that I've already been in North Carolina for a month now. By shear coincidence it turns out that I have 103 weeks left in N.C. So I decided to be clever and post a status that says "1 month down 103 to go". I highly doubt any of them could put it together but hey, it'll be fun to see what they write. Once more I've had a pretty boring day. Eh, at least I left the house and talked to Coop today. Speaking of which, the conversation we had today was pretty entertaining. I told him I started with my Japanese lessons once more and during our chat I opened my Japanese-English dictionary. The random page that I turn to just happened to be the entry for the word "Hentai". Yes, I know, but it was pretty fucking funny I can tell you that much. Alas, another short blog; if anyone is reading this give me a call or something so I can make this more worth it for you and I!

New N' Blue

Hello children! This is the Jacobian comin' to you live from the wasteland that is rural North Carolina! So how do you all like the new look? I assure you it's a whole lot easier on your eye's to read the text now? Notice how your eyes aren't hurting your brain? Welcome to the new look of Jacobian's Realm aka Rantings of the last Jacobian. With this new face lift comes the same old Jacob, so don't think I've changed anymore then what I just stated like 3 post ago. Unfortunately besides the site update I really don't have anything going on. Coop didn't call and I didn't call him. As a matter of fact I didn't hear anything from anyone today which was kind of odd. I don't mind that fact too much, I guess I can get into contact with people later on Thursday. I guess this is it for tonight, I'll try to progress with Halloween stuff so I have more to write about. Until then, until then.

ROTFLLOLWTFFTWWOOT!!!!!!!!

Just watched Invader Zim, Rocko's modern life, and Dexter's Lab. In that order; I'm quite pleased. I really don't have a reason for making a blog today; wait a fucking moment, yes I do! I'm quite a silly character for not realizing that sooner! It seems I might have a job people! If I do get this job I'll be working at a place called Ryan's which is the North Carolina equivalent to Old Country Buffet. Actually they're the exact same thing just with a different name. Now that I have My introduction covered...kind of, half-ass...ed I can continue with other stuff! I went to the mall after turning in my application. The mall had a familiar feel although everything I know is thousands of miles away. The mall is aptly named Concord Mills; get where the familiarity comes in? Eh, eh? Aww... you get it! Oh and did I mention that if I get that job I'll be working right in front of the mall? Well I did now so get off my case, sheesh! While at the mall I found one of the most interesting kiosks ever. They sold nothing but old kung fu and newer Japanese movies!! I found Ichi the killer, Battle Royal 2, and Fearless Fighters there, all movies I've been dying to see for years. Finally a mall is doing something right.

Break Time!
Yeah, I'm liking the addition of videos


It wouldn't be break time without a pic


And we keep truckin....
So I ended up talking to more than just Coop today, although I had two very good conversations with him today. Can you guess who it was? Come on, guess! Give up? Not trying is a type of giving up, so you do give up. Ok, fine I'll tell you, it was *drum roll* Miss Karleisa Rogacheski and..... Miss Stephanie Effiler!
I talked to the two of them via text messaging. My conversation with Steph was pretty short, but I got a nice status update from our (at least my) favorite dork girl. It seems she has been sick for the past two weeks but is feeling like her old self. So if you are so inclined, go ahead and pick up the phone and give her a call. You all haven't seen her since I last did, so I think you all are past due to hangout. Hell if nothing more make some Halloween plans, just because I'm not there doesn't mean our Halloween "traditions", if you will; need to die out. I want you guys to all get together and have some fun so I can get jealous and give me that much more of a reason to get my ass back home! I guess I can end this blog now instead of making these things so long that you'd rather scratch your eyes out in a blind and confused rage.
次の時間まで...
Sayōnara!

If 4(x+91)/21z= y, I don't give a fuck

Things this week should go pretty fucking fast. Why do I say that? First it's fucking OCTOBER! My most favorite time of the year, besides my birthday. Second I'm hopefully getting my license, a student loan, and taking my placement tests by the end of the week. Busy, busy ans I love it. The sooner I get my shit straight the sooner I'm back in my beloved Wisconsin. However I digress, the subject I really had in mind was the greatness that is Halloween!

I've already scoped out pumpkins and know where I want to get mine. It's a nice 61 pound monster. Oh I can wait to mutilate that pumpkin into the image I have working in my head. I just hope I have the skill to pull this mother fucker off. Besides the Jack-O-lantern I need find another way to decorate my house, or at least my room for this most pleasant of holidays. Maybe I'll make black candles and go with an occult theme this year? Then again I'm quite happy with the zombie apocalypse thing I have going. I know I should get a black light and paint some splatters on some paper to get a neon blood thing going on. Should I do webs? Nah, that seems too tacky and it fits the occult theme but not the zombie. I could try fake organs, those would work for both. I guess now is as good of time as any to use a Venn diagram. If you guys actually manage to read this before Halloween, I'd love some feedback.

Break Time!

Doesn't that just get you in the spirit?

A first!
Pay attention to the music, not so much the actual video.

I case you were wondering the song is "The Enemy" by Static-X

And we're back!
You know, I don't think I've ever explained why I have a break time, well kiddies allow me to explain. I write all of my blogs very late at night or to some, very early in the morning. I don't consider it morning until either the sun comes up or I fall asleep;(which ever comes first)so for all intents and purposes, it's night to me. But continuing on, although I enjoy writing at night a lot,I find my self quite anxious and fidgety. Normally because I'm listening to heavy metal, industrial and rock. Finding the pictures and such for my break time is both a break for me and my readers. I'm always thinking of you guys and gals (if any gals out there read this), consider it "hosting" on my part. Now back to the big enchilada, Halloween! Well, any new ideas? Not really, we'll come back to this. Oh yeah, I'm planing to put up my Halloween album in my blog rather than out it on my Facebook because I'm slowly going to (try to) ween people off of the abomination of a site and get back to something that feels a little more personal again. I just had a idea! I could make a zombie survival kit, or kits to give out to the kids who come dressed as something scary. No pussy ass faeries and elves are going to survive the zombie apocalypse so I'm not going to waste good supplies on them. Maybe I could make occult packs for the occasional dark witch and warlock. I'm not giving those away to some fagety as Harry Potter loving assholes. Ah, this is going to be a fun Halloween. Well I gotta do some more planing it's already the 21th. Fuck. Until next time children.

I watched a change...

A change in what I knew. A change in what I loved. A change that I had no control over. A change I couldn't make. What is this change you may ask? The change I was asked to make was to change who I was, truly. To bind myself within my own mind, to delude and warp my being into a husk of what I am. Simply, I was asked to stop changing into a man. However, I'm not a liberty to give into such a request. I am the person who I will be for just about the end of my days. If such a thing does not sit well with you, then we have nothing more to discuss and I'd suggest that you would politely get out of my life.

For those of you whom still find yourselves inclined to keep reading, then welcome; welcome to the true me. Here are a few things that have "changed" about me.

* I like alcohol, a lot.
* I like going to parties with strangers so I can get a chance to meet new people.
* I like to try new places and new things. I'll become sedentary when I'm in a home or dead.
* Believe it or not, when I go out anywhere publicly (ie. restaurants, movies, stores, ect.), I have hopes in meeting a girl (unless I already have a girlfriend) so I'd like it if you would "act" presentable.
* If you have something to say, say it. If you want to pussy foot around, get the fuck out of my face and depending on the severity of the situation, get the fuck out of my life; the teen years are over.

Now all of that may seem like a lot to take in but I assure you, I've kept most everything else the same. For example:

*I still love amphibians
*I still like being an environmentalist
*I still act goofy
*I'm still going to become a chef
*I still "hate" a good may things that you all should be familiar with.
*I still have a low tolerance for bullshit

See, I'm still pretty much the same person, but keep in mind the newer concepts about me.

BREAK TIME!



If you love me, get me this beer. :D



It's good being 21.

I'm going to end this thing on a higher note this time around.


5900 Barefoot Ln
Concord, NC 28025

1. Head northwest on Danbrooke Dr toward Flowes Store Rd
210 ft
2. Turn right at Flowes Store Rd
2.1 mi
3. Turn left at US-601 N
5.0 mi
4. Slight left at Warren C Coleman Blvd N
213 ft
5. Turn left at US-29 S/Concord Pkwy S
Continue to follow US-29 S

8.1 mi
6. Turn right to merge onto I-485 N toward I-85 N
1.0 mi
7. Take the exit onto I-85 S toward Spartanburg
37.7 mi
8. Take exit 10B to merge onto US-74 W/Andrew Jackson Hwy toward Kings Mountain/Shelby
Continue to follow US-74 W

55.8 mi
9. Merge onto I-26 W
34.5 mi
10. Continue onto US-74 W
0.7 mi
11. Merge onto I-40 W
Entering Tennessee

104 mi
12. Slight right at US-25W N (signs for I-640 W/I-75 N/Lexington)
0.4 mi
13. Continue onto I-640 W
6.6 mi
14. Take exit 3A to merge onto I-75 N toward Lexington
Entering Kentucky

172 mi
15. Continue onto I-64 W
68.7 mi
16. Take exit 5A on the left toward I-65/Nashville/Indianapolis
0.2 mi
17. Merge onto I-71 S
0.3 mi
18. Take the exit onto I-65 N toward Indianapolis
Entering Indiana

262 mi
19. Take exit 262 for I-90 toward Illinois/Ohio
0.4 mi
20. Merge onto I- 90 Access Rd
Partial toll road

0.2 mi
21. Merge onto I-90 W via the ramp to Chicago
Partial toll road
Entering Illinois

39.9 mi
22. Continue onto I-94 W
13.5 mi
23. Continue onto US-41 N/Skokie Hwy
25.6 mi
24. Take the ramp onto I-94 W
Entering Wisconsin

39.3 mi
25. Continue onto I-43 N
3.6 mi
26. Take exit 75 toward Keefe Ave/Atkinson Ave
0.1 mi
27. Merge onto Access Rd
453 ft
28. Continue onto N 7th St
262 ft
29. Turn left at W Atkinson Ave
0.4 mi
30. Turn right at N 13th St
Destination will be on the left

0.2 mi

3931 N 13th St
Milwaukee, WI 53206

This is my way home. I'll see you readers who got this far in March.