Old shit I wrote, have a read

Friday September 26, 2008
0:33

Well it’s been too fucking long. I think the last time I wrote anything was early August/ late July. Normally I would fill you in on the happenings of my life so far, but fuck that, It would take too much time to write down. Instead I’m going to talk about what on my mind right now, don’t like it?! Well then get the fuck outta my head. Oh, you WOULD like me to kill myself you self hating bastard! Well I guess your right, it would be funny. Well on to it then! I’ve been really horny lately, so much that I’m actually considering online dating for more than my social experiment. Sad huh? Want to now what’s sadder than that? The shit loads of women on there actually trying to talk to me! ME Jacob Christopher Bowers! What the fuck has the world come to where an ugly, hateful fucking chut like me can ACTUALLY have women invest time in trying to talk to me?! Maybe I’m being too hard on myself, or maybe the world has become that much dumber of a place. Not only that but my hate levels have sky rocketed in the last week of so. I think it’s because I’ve opened myself up to love again and the last time I did that is when I fell for Holly. Oh my god… I’m starting to tear up just by writing that fucking word down; her name. I had to back space and try to write the fact that I ever had feelings for her several times and even started to breathe sporadically and become dizzy. Do I hate her that much, or did I love her that much? Either way It’s the past, and that is where I’ll leave it. Well right now I’m trying to ask my D12 a couple of questions about a girl, I mean woman I’m interested in. I’m bored of writing, I’m going to go to bed now, later.

Monday September 29, 2008
20:09
I’m slow as a fucking inbred redneck named Jeb who thinks computers are magic. Why am I lashing out at myself so badly you ask? Well, it so happens that the car my parents were renting actually turned out to be a car they brought. Not only that but, they bought another car too. Our family now owns four cars. The funny thing about it is I was in BD when this shit went down, so I fucking come home and think there’s a rental van in the back with the expedition, no that would be our 2008 Honda Odyssey. So after that I find out mom went to work, but her van was out in front. So I think she has work at 23:00. Fucking wrong! She had already gone to work, in her new 2008 Honda Civic. This is just me but, what the flying fuck is going on here! To top it off Andwan’s back home, oh and I’m also getting forced into getting a license. I just noticed something awesome, Phillip, Andwan and I are in the dinning room listening to music and none of it sounds the same. I know that doesn’t mean anything to anyone but, we all grew up together yet were all so different, that’s how a family is supposed to work. On to other stuff, Umm…. yeah…. Coop was in BD Saturday, even if it was only of a couple of hours. Well that’s about it for now, laterness.

Monday October 6, 2008
22:47
Yeah, I have like a week of shit to write about but I’m not going to do that because I really don’t give enough of a fuck to honestly write about that. So Mom was supposed to pick me up from Kiwi’s house at like nine this morning but se ended up falling asleep in the car for three hours in the YMCA parking lot. Then she went into the Y to swim for an hour, which turned into another three hours. She finally came to Kiwi’s at 15:30. Unfortunately at that time we were headed to the bank. So mom took Kiwi and I to the bank then we went back to Kiwi’s so I could get my book bag and drop off Kiwi. That whole fucking thing annoyed the shit out of me; I guess it was because I didn’t feel good today and I really wanted to take a bath. Anyways, after all that shit we went home to get Andwan and Phillip so we could go get something to eat. Princess jumped up on the car a scratched it. I’ll have to fix that tomorrow. We finally left about 16:15 then had to go back to the house because dad only four blocks away couldn’t come and open the door for them. So after going back to the house from Pewaukee we left again went to Golden Corral had a decent meal then came back home. Dumb bitches left, watched Heroes, dumb bitches came back; dad came home, told Eugenia never to talk to me again, and got into a heated argument with Phillip. Now I’m writing, kind of wishing I could’ve made it back to BD but oh fucking well, I had a full fucking day. I still have to do the fucking dishes on top of it all, with out the use of a plug for the sink.


Wednesday October 8, 2008
20:22
Yeah not much happened today but just because, I’ll write something. The second presidential debate was on last night McCain lost, no surprise there, Obama has this election in the bag, lets all hope it stays that way; because if it doesn’t, that I’ll be the end of the world, I’ll make sure of it. By that I mean I’ll try to find a way to displace the government and in doing that, it may cause the U.S. to go into another civil war and that will cause our enemies to jump us, a new power struggle will start thus throwing the world into a war, lest the UN stops it. We’ll see. Well if the government ever gets hold of this I’ll probably be sent to prison for treason. Fuck. Oh and Obama rules, that’s a fact. Women are hot…… why did I just write that? I have no fucking clue. Fair enough, but you really have to stop that shit, K? You know what, what if I fucking chop off my frontal lobe effectively killing you. Yeah I don’t see life that great and if I can leave this world with killing one thing I’ll be fine. You’re right about that I would miss ice cream, you win this round.
Januii says: My name is only the start of your torment, your name will be the end.