LEVEL UP!

Today I finally start working on the line (as a chef!). Which is cool in all however, I feel like I shouldn't be able to be on the line yet. What did I do for them to say "We want you Mr.Inexperienced!". Oh well, the truth of the matter is I'm going on the line I want to be on the line and I feel that the break I've been looking for is here. So I, arms wide open, accept the position I've been given.

On another note, I have finally defeated both the good and evil in me so I can remain neutral with myself. I realized something though, the evil within me actually out weighs the good by a small amount. Not enough to change me but if it goes unchecked it could be my downfall. So to my friends, I'm back to Norman! Well, you know what I mean, normal for me. :) As for my chaoticness (my new word)well that has been expressed more openly as of late because I'm sick of feigning like of someone; like Smerz for instance. I pretty much stopped liking him when my sophomore year was over. Why all of you can have a negative opinion about him behind closed doors but ostracize me for expressing it in the open I'll never know. However in the future give me a heads up when you want to flake out or whatever it is you do so I can prepare more accordingly. Oh and all that being buddy, buddy with him to use him is b-u-l-l sh-i-t. I thought we were better than that, much better than that. And if you are truly Smerz's friend then when you hear me or someone else talking about him stand up for him or at least tell use to shut up or something. As I stated earlier the evil in side of me is greater than the good and I'm not for letting one be greater than the other, that's not me and that's someone I never want to be. If you oppose any of what I said say something to me don't stew on it either, you guys are me friends and I know we've been though too much shit to keep shit like this bottled up. Chris could you tell Andrew to read this, Kiwi could tell Steve the same. Ok, I think I'm done.

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